Who is wrong????

I thought I was doing something great
I talked as if I am the god
I pained you,got pained did havoc
I was in the feeling of leading the team
I made you come out of ur box and created trouble
I wasn't valiant in decisions nor away from taking them
I still feel bad for losing one of us
May be his contribution to the team wasn't enough
But he would have done better, ahead

I wanted to drag the team out of sloth
But never found that we became more sloppy
I wanted to guide you through everything
But when the time has arrived
I was already out of control
I couldn't tell you one thing
Just because I didn't want you to know the truth
It is "we are not getting through"
May be you say i am arrogant or idiotic
But we never looked like a team heading to success

For all that happened till now
There is just one person responsible
He couldn't express himself properly
He never cared to be patient and plead
He couldn't define the limits properly
Neither did make everyone feel its importance
He is none other than me
Team.....Its my mistake.