It was day of recession for me not that I failed in things that are key but for I lost the trust in me It happened three days back but its still ringing at my back Was a moment of few seconds but can have impact for decades Its not the point of losing or winning its the thought of giving it up I hardly slept silent these days I was haunted with those scenes I still remember the ball moving off my stick to their and then happened the most scary thing,they win I was responsible for it,it was me Someone Kill me, Please kill me....